New Poem!!!

It's crazy, insane how this shit happened so fast. & you feelin' real happy sayin, "I'm free at last." Now please let know what I did so bad. It sucks that you judge me after everything we had. But it's ight, it's cool go party & be gone. Grindin' with sluts, wearin mini skirts no panties on. & that's what makes you happy? That's why you broke my heart? I guess it's true what they say life is a work of art. Now I sit here & think "Do you ever think of me?" or have you erased me from your conscious memory. I know I'm lame & I should just  forget you. But who forgets someone that they totally commit to. Now I'm single & these niggas wanna talk. Hittin' me up sayin' if we could chill around the block. But can't you see what I really wanna do. I swear the only person I want is you.

Oh, the memories :)

This is me & my cousin Abel doing a cover to "Thinking Bout You"  By: Frank Ocean :) R.I.P. Abel <3

There are just some things he will never know

I seriously been waiting months just to give Angel my present for Christmas but that doesn't seem important anymore. So since his present was just sitting there perfectly wrapped & untouched, I decided I would just open it & see if my brother wanted it. But I couldn't tell my brother it was originally Angel's so I went into my mother's room where my brother was watching TV & I walked in with a big smile on my face. "Guess who got you an early birthday present?" My brother looked at me as if I was crazy or something. I unwrapped  the box and pulled out the sweater that was for Angel. "Do you like it?" I said, as I handed it to my brother. "Try it on." I said.  My brother pulled it over his head. Perfect fit. It fitted him nicely. He said thanks & I walked back to my room where I began to open the letter I had written for Angel that was attached to his Christmas present. It read:

 Dear Angel,   

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year! I really hope you like your Christmas gift. You're gonna look sexy in it :) I'm just so glad  my mom is finally being cool about you & me. I  know we've only been together for a couple of months but I'm ready for this. No more games. I wanna be totally committed to you. So get ready for many more months of me annoying you, waking up to hundreds of texts on your phone, more adventures, & many more secret letters. Hope your ready for that cause I am. I don't know if I ever told you this but when I'm with you, I feel safe. You're like my guardian angel. Hopefully, I get accepted to West Chester because I literally can't wait to be around you again. Anyways, I hope you had a great time with your family. Maybe one day, I'll have the pleasure of meeting them. Miss you!

Love Pamela.