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Monday, August 4, 2014
August. 4, 2014
It was difficult to understand ( even for myself ) why I felt they way I felt. Why I felt so attached to a person & trusted them like I had known them for such a long time. I think that was my problem. You see, nowadays people don't give out their trust for free. You have to earn it. So why did I give it out with nothing in return? Maybe it's because I wanted that same thing too. I want someone that wouldn't hide their secrets from me. I want someone that would feel eager to tell me something funny, cute, crazy, etc. Sometimes I wonder why my heart is the way it is. I don't mean physically. I mean emotionally. I understand I'm a girl so I'm subjected to feel more emotional than a guy would. But I feel like sometimes I just try to mask the sadness with smiles and laughter. As a little girl, I fell in love with the idea that maybe one day a charming prince would sweep me off my feet and we would live happily ever after. Call me cheesy but that's what I grew up with. & every time the princess & prince fell in love to live their happy lives, I felt a desire to feel the same. I guess I try to connect it with fairy tales because I've noticed that whenever I'm in a relationship, I want it to be just that. A fairy-tale.
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