You know what I hate more than anything? I absolutely hate fake people. They don't give two shits about you! It's as if their whole life mission is to know you so they can ruin your life. I don't understand them. What pisses me off even more is when your nice to fake people & they continue to try to destroy you. You know what's wrong with fake people? They have serious issues. Either it's something like "insecurity issues" or "jealously issues." The list goes on & on. They don't really trust anyone but themselves & everyday they put on an act. So you might be asking, who the hell am I talking about? I could be talking about anyone right now. But there's one person that sticks out. Her name? Yes, it's a girl. No surprise huh? Let's say that the girl's name is Sierra. I think Sierra is fake. I am not the only one that thinks this. There are a lot of people that agree with me 100%. Now don't look at me like I'm the bad guy. I literally didn't do anything. This all started when I went to Wilkes. I thought it was gonna be so fun having two roommates. I was ready to meet new people & experience the college life. But when I look back at it now, I just shake my head. I'm so happy that I'm not at Wilkes because it wasn't so good. Here's what really happen:
I guess it started when me & Julie noticed that Sierra would say things like," I'm not pretty or beautiful. I'm fat... etc." & we would always tell her ," Hey, don't say that. Your beautiful. Your body is fine." We were trying to make her feel better but after a while of her constantly saying the same things, we kind of gave up. Then me & Julie noticed how boy crazy she was. I'm not talkin a little boy crazy. I mean a lot! It was like non stop. Everyday she talked about a black nigga that was cute. We get it. Your in college, there's cute guys.. but damn, shut up already. It's not all about boys all the time. Then I found out that Sierra would talk mad shit about me when I wasn't around. Now any other girl would've confronted Sierra & punched this bitch. But I'm not like that. No, I'm not a pussy, I'm smart. I don't resolve my problems by fighting. So anyways, Sierra would always talk shit about me & I never did anything to her. What pissed me off was that she told Angel to not like me because I wasn't over my "ex Taaj." There are two things wrong with what she said. First of all, Taaj was never my ex. Yes, he did ask me out through text. But I never considered it dating cause we never saw each other (except when Abel died) & we didn't talk that much. Honestly, I think Taaj just asked me out because he was desperate. Secondly, at the time that I was getting to know Angel, I was starting to have feelings for him but I would talk about Taaj sometimes because I was mad at the fact that I wasted my time liking someone that wasn't really ready for a real commitment. So overall, it wasn't any of Sierra's business to embarrass me like that & potentially ruin the relationship that I had with Angel. So when I found out about that, I didn't say anything. I just forgave & forgot. Well, your probably saying," Hey Pam, If you forgave & forgot, then why are you writing about it now?'' Well, my friend, sometimes enough anger can make you unforget.
My schedule during my first semester at Wilkes was okay. I had two free days to do whatever I wanted. So I would spend it sleeping, doing homework, & other stuff. Sometimes Sierra would suggest going to the gym or go explore our surroundings. When we walked to explore, we actually found a Dominican restaurant 20 minutes or so from our college. We went inside & we both ordered our food. We waited & our food was ready. Sierra looks in her purse, looks up with a sad face. " I didn't bring money. Can you please pay for me? I WILL PAY YOU BACK." Did everyone read that? She said, " I will pay you back." I'ma nice person. I'm not greedy. So I said okay. I paid for her food ( which by the way was like $15) My food was less then $10. So we eventually walked back home to our room & to this day she hasn't paid me back. But the story does not end there. There has been other times where Sierra " doesn't have enough money or any at all" She puts on this sad face & wait's for you to say the magical words. " Don't worry, I'll pay for you." When someone says, "Don't worry, I'll pay for you" it actually means, "Hey, I don't mean to sound rude. But you better pay me the fuck back bitch." Plain & simple. Another time we went to dollar general, & she asked me for money again & since I'm a fucking bank now, I gave her what she needed. But she still never paid me back. I mean, just put yourself in my position. Would you do what I did? Most of you would probably say no. But I didn't. Your welcome Sierra.
There were many times where Julie, Sierra, & I would be bored in our room. Sometimes me & Julie would play pranks on Sierra & she would get really mad. But when she did it to us, we just ignored it. It was like we were the grown-ups & she was the little child. There was one time that I was walking with Sierra somewhere & she stopped to say hi to Gabby. After a long hug goodbye, we continued walking. Sierra said," Gabby has a crush on me. It's kinda weird." I say," Ohh I see.." Am I that stupid Sierra? Did you not think that I knew you maybe you had a crush on Gabby too? I mean, I know you had a history of liking girls back in high school. Who knows if that shit went away.. You see, the thing about Sierra that is easily read about her is that she loves attention. She likes it when you call her beautiful & compliment her. Because right away she'll say, " Nah, I'm ugly & fat." Just so you can compliment her again. That's how she worked. The funniest thing about it is that she has this lame life story so people can feel bad for her. " I used to cut myself & I was depressed. No one liked me... blah, blah, blah" Same shit, different day. The things that makes me mad is that Sierra acts all nice & stuff. Makes you feel like she can be your best friend. & then she stabs you right in the back. For example, one time I went on Facebook & was scrolling through my newsfeed. One time, I read Taaj's status. I started shaking my head cause the boy doesn't make sense sometimes. Like if your gonna take your time to actually write a status, do us all a favor, & write correctly. So anyways, I was like, " Taaj soundin mad illiterate right now." I didn't mean it like he can't read or write. I meant it like write correctly. So anyways, at the same time that I said that, Sierra was already messaging Taaj on Facebook & telling him that I don't stop talking about him & that I called him illiterate. Now I didn't know she messaged him until the next day when Taaj texted me saying, " So I'm illiterate now?" I was completely shocked. Sierra was sitting right across from me & I told her what Taaj texted me. She acted as if she didn't know anything. "Only you & Julie heard when I said that." But she said, " Well I didn't tell him." I was so mad. I absolutely knew that she told him. Julie would never rat me out on that little thing. She was lying right in front of my face & she was damn good at it. So I played it off & said, "Ehh, I don't care what he says" But secretly, my plan was to go to the room after my last class & sneak into Sierra's laptop while she was in class & find out the truth for myself. I accomplished my goal. I ran to the room after my class, got into her laptop & went on her Facebook. Now I thought Sierra was gonna erase the message but she didn't. So I read the messages between her & Taaj & my heart literally dropped. I couldn't feel it for a second. I just really couldn't believe she would actually do something like that.
So I closed her laptop. Made sure everything was back in place. I was shocked. Julie was even more in shock. So later, Julie goes to the library & I stay in the room. I was pacing back and forth wondering how I was gonna play it out. Then my cousin Genesis called & I was just so angry, I began to rant. Genesis couldn't believe it either. Anyways, while I was on the phone with Gen, I looked through the peephole & someone was covering it. I automatically knew it was Sierra. I mean how obvious can you be? So since I knew she was listening I decided to have a little fun. I began yelling on the phone with Gen, being all dramatic & what not. I was like, " I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE ARE SO MEAN TO ME. I. DON'T. DO. SHIT!" Minutes later when I looked at through the peephole again, she was gone. I was happy because now she knew that I knew. But she didn't know that I knew she was there. So now she probably felt guilty in a way. Anyways, yesterday I went to New Jersey because my mother's cousin's mother died. So we went over there to read some stuff from the bible & sing some songs. After we did all of that, everybody started eating & the little kids were watching " Sam & Cat" so I decided I would send everyone a snapchat of me doing my Ariana Grande impression. Sierra snapchats me back & says , " Shut the fuck up." so playfully I say," Shut the hell up." & randomly she says," We all know you want dick." & " Angel has a small dick." So I begin laughing because I literally didn't do anything to her at all & she consistently continues to attack me for no reason. So I just didn't really snap chat her back after that I got really pissed because she has serious issues & then she wonders why she has no friends. I'll tell you why. Because your fake. How can anyone trust you? I really never wanna see her again. I don't think anyone would put up with any of this. I wish she could get a taste of her own medicine but whatever. But anyways, I hope this made you see how fake people can be. It's a crazy world out there & you need to watch who your talking to nowadays cause anyone can stab you right in the back.
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