Today my day consisted of (mostly) cleaning. I really hate cleaning but for some reason, if I'm listening to music, I have no problem with cleaning anything. So I put Pandora on & cleaned everything my mother told me to clean the day before. I started with the kitchen then moved to scrubbing the dirt off the stairs, & finished off with sweeping and mopping the first floor. It was fine. It only took me about 5-6 hours to be done _-
After wasting my energy cleaning for hours, I got bored so I just went on Netflix & started watching Family Guy. I watched about 10 episodes & then my mother came home. Yup, most of my day today was very boring. But it's been like that ever since I came back. Anyways, I was pretty worried today because Angel didn't text me yesterday. I mean, I know we shouldn't talk EVERYDAY but I just miss him & plus, I like hearing him talk. So anyways, I text him & I get even more worried cause he texts me back hours later. I really don't know but I OVERTHINK a lot. Like sometimes I try not to but I just do. I always think, "He must not miss me." or "What if he doesn't like me anymore?" I know, these are crazy things to even think about but I just think about it randomly.Once I start thinking these things, there's no stopping it.
Anyways, Angel calls me later on & we start talking. I love hearing him talk. I really don't know why. He could be going on & on about wrestling & I wouldn't even be bothered by it. Then he tells me about Skyler and how he's seeing some sort of grim reaper demon shit. It's crazy. Literally, if I was in Skyler's position I would probably shit my pants. I've never really seen anything like that. I can only imagine how Skyler must feel sleeping in his own house.
I get relieved when I talk to Angel because sooner or later he tells me how much he misses me & how he can't wait to hold me & kiss me. I love when he says it. It sounds real when he says it. Like it's gonna happen really soon. I probably have the cheesiest smile on my face when he says it. But it's adorable. It's crazy how it's only been 4 months. I feel like it happened so fast. But I'm ready to be in a committed relationship with him. I don't wanna hurt him or cheat on him because he deserves better than that & I plan to make him happy.
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