I swear I'm worse than Cindy

Why must my mother embarrass me when I'm on the phone? We're literally gonna wake up soon so I don't see the point of sleeping. I mine as well sleep in the car. Trust me, it's gonna be like 19 hours of doing nothing. Plus, I sleep around this time every night anyways so what's the point? Anyways, before I was RUDELY interrupted. I talked to you and boy did I miss your voice. Gosh... I miss you so much. I feel like I'm going crazy everyday cuz I get so mad over everything I see but then I get happy outta nowhere everything I hear your voice or I get a text from you. It feels like a roller-coaster. It's weird. Lol anyways, I was pretty shocked when you said that you were gonna take me to see despicable me on Saturday. I think it was cute that you remembered that I can't do shit on Friday lol. Most people forget. I still feel unsure because I feel like you could be saying all these things to me and be saying these things to another girl to.. You know what I mean? Yeah. Gosh. I feel so embarrassed right now. Like I felt like a little kid. Gosh I hope he didn't hear anything. Ugh.. Don't even know what to think.. ( Thanks a lot mother! Ugh) I just hope he ain't lying about anything. Cause seriously.... I would be SO mad.  You have no idea. All this tearing up for the past 2 days needs to stop.. Gotta be strong even tho I'm weak. So yeahh...